Flashes

I
That moment when our eyes met.
I knew that you too saw the longing,
the missing, the feeling.
Longing, Missing, Feeling…
The feelings that we, both left.
Left in a box that neither of us couldn’t open.
Left in a room where neither of us couldn’t get in.
Left in a battle which neither of us couldn’t win.
That’s what I saw in between.
II
In between those grins of your eyes,
deep into the touch of your lips,
within every conversation, within every action.
Those actions that embrace me very softly.
Those actions that caress me so smoothly.
Those actions that squeeze me quite gently.
Those actions that are slowly getting in.
I tried not to give in, I tried not to fall again…
III
Then again, that moment when our hearts met.
I knew that you too felt that longing passion,
Sense the depth of my emotions,
miss the intense affection.
Passion.. Emotion.. Affection..
Those affections I believe was love, but love?
That love was locked then how could I open?
That love was blocked then how could I get in?
That love was battling, I  fought but couldn’t win.
That’s what I felt in between.
IV
In between those distant glances,
deep into that frozen caress,
within every conversation, within every action.
Your actions I will never forget.
These hands that you neglect.
Those reasons that made you left.
Letting you go, I won’t regret.
V
 And if I will go back to the moment our eyes met.
I knew these flashes will still affect.

Once in a while, we meet people whom we didn’t know that could affect our lives remarkably. Some will stay, most of them not. How pathetic may it seem, asking ourselves why? Why am I not enough? We held onto every thought we could possibly imagine to ease such grief.  Hence all we could do is believed that something much greater will happen one day. Just one more day.
-AA

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